Tuesday, May 21, 2013

Of Failure

Yes, I failed to conceive on Clomid cycle 1. AF was coming last Thursday. But the symptoms that I felt last 2 weeks was a false alarm. Indeed, I was shocked to experience the unusual feeling, like pregnant moms do. I felt nausea (tekak pahit), cramp, nipple sore, huge appetite (but I puked after finish eating). Adalah dalam 3 kali sepanjang 2 minggu tu muntah lepas makan. Dikala itulah, Ribena menjadi teman baik untuk rasa loya. But this time, upon AF arrival, the cramp was unbearable. Plus I got headache. I see my doctors quite often and they gave me medical leave. 

To my surprise, my AF visited me on cd40 without Provera. Alhamdulillah. I really hope my period will regulate after this. So, me and husband decided to stop seeing gov Dr. Because we can't wait too long. Finally, we continue our treatment at a private specialist centre here in Kluang. Little did I know, 3 of my colleagues went to see Dr Luckmal and they manage to conceive afterwards.  

Currently, I am on Clomid Cycle 2. This was prescribed by my new gynae. We have to keep trying no matter what as our marriage will turn 12 months this coming 25 May. Yay! Our anniversary is just around the corner. Meaning to say, honeymoon mode is activated.

I am very excited and looking forward to this getaway. We have planned for Tioman vacation. Will update you guys right after we came home. Atie, Nina tak sabar nak pegi Tunamaya!!! Best sangat tengok picture2 u kat blog masa tu. 

6 comments:

sweet tooth said...

Nina, sadly pregnancy symptom is more or less the same as PMS. InshaAllah, soon... we'll have the baby(ie) that we've waiting for... Have fun on your 'annihoneymoon' :-)

Nina Aman said...

Sweet tooth: Tp tu 1st time nina ada PMS mcm tu.. Husband pn suspen jgk.. Ingt dh preg.. Bila buat ultrasound, lining tebal..

BaTiK_PiNk said...

Nina, inshaa Allah maybe next cycle ni ada rezeki, who knows? Rasanya Yani pernah terbaca somewhere or dengar Dr cakap yg kalau makan clomid, period cycle akan cantik...something like dat la...

zue eida said...

sabar k.. insyallah one day ade..

Atie Nash said...

It's ok dear. Dont ever give up. We have to keep continue work on it until one fine day, in shaa Allah. Sekarang ni enjoy ur vacation....relaks puas2 kat tunamaya kay!!

Nina Aman said...

batik_pink: tula..haritu masa cycle 2 dia dtg sendiri, tak mkn provera pn..

zue: inshaallah...sdg melawan emosi ni..huu..

atie: best sgt bila dpt release stress kat tunamaya!