What do you do when u are having emotional breakdown, anxious about something that is unclear? I totally have no idea, I'm restless, each night when it crossed my mind, my floodgates will burst. Is it worth my tears? I'm clueless & I am too tired to think about that. I pray to Allah to spare me the pain it caused. I ask God to show me the way. Uh...it is tearing up my heart, and the consciousness is eating me from the inside. It's been a long journey that I've been to, I'm looking forward to seeing a bright future, a happier me & another fairy tale story. Who's going to compensate after all my tears have been shed? Ya Allah, Ya Rabbi, please guide me, I'm succumb to this, please grant me a strong heart. Amin Ya Rabbal 'Alamin..